nyahehehe.

this might be the second time that i wrote someone a hate message.. hehe

this won't be worse than the other one.. i just wanna remind someone to get HER own life. lol

Stop messing with my life coz you won't benefit from it. you'd just sink deeper into the ground. haha. i don't even care what you're saying. you're just making yourself look stupid haha so if i were you, better step back or you'd humiliate yourself more. too bad, you're an educated person and yet you spend time to pull me down? o.0 hehe dahlin pls don't waste your time, it's just no use. i'm not affected with what you're trying to prove. tell me if you really want me to exchange words with you coz i certainly would. hehe. sorry, minding low-life people just isn't my thing. u understand? better keep still before i start doing the same thing back at you.
:D

i hate to say this but you're really making yourself ugly. plus you're dragging your friends to back you up, now that makes everyone of you. :)

i just wanna tell you that before you judge something, try to make sure if what you're thinking about it is right.. coz if not, you know what happens to you. :)

one more wrong move, girl and you'll see. i don't care about you and better mind your own life.

you said you hate liars.. haha you're just one of us.. :)

what a sad way to start a year..tsk tsk..

so many things have happened these past few weeks; so many things that i wasn't even able to post my birthday pics. :'( jeez... it was like my brain had been sunny and rainy-- both at the same time. o.0 imagine that. no wonder people around me started complaining that i was sooo moody and it's just the start of 2007. they said i might have a terrible year ahead. oh boy. i hope not. *prays*

i thought today would be different, until came tonight. haha. my best friends are having a small gathering right now and i nearly promised them i would call.. but i can't! :'( mum wouldn't even drive me to coles.. haiiii... and it's already 30 to 12 mn.. too late... oh well..


everything's fine with me now..it's just that i miss my best friends..:'( it's been more than a year since i last heard their voices.. i only get the chance to talk to them through YM; we can't even voice chat.. haii..


All i wish for is to go home to the Philippines right now..even for just a vacation..How I wish i was one of those super-happy people who can go as many times as they want to, specially with their parents supporting them..:'(


All i have to do now is save up till i can say i'm ready to go home and prove to my parents that i'm responsible enough to take care of myself while i'm there.. haii..


I just wanna see the people I missed there..:'(


*daydreams..sigh...when will the time come? :'( i'm so desperate..*

happy birthday to me!!

yey!!! i had a simple yet wonderful birthday today... :) i'll talk about it here once i get my pics from my cousin's cam... :)

i'll photoblog it here...

watch out for it!! wee!!!



love yah all.. mwahugs!

dress-hunting-oh-wait-digicam!-oh-wow-lookie-here-a-pink-tv/dvd-combo gone burgers. huh?? o.0

i was at the mall looking for a cute dress which i hopefully could wear for my birthday dinner tomorrow.. i've been thinking of getting a red one then buy accessories so that i could mix and match everything.. we went to supre, valleygirl, Kmart, and lots more.. but sad to say i wasn't able to find anything pretty...oh well. :)

i got really bored and that made my mind drift to digital cameras. haha.. i wanted to check out the cutie cams which i've been seeing in most catalogues (junk mails sent here at home, for short haha).. there's the Olympus FE-170 (6 megapixels).. hmm i thought it looked nice but when i checked it out at JB Hi-fi, it was err not my type and mum didn't like it either (that explained its cheap price; just below 200 bucks).. then i saw the FE-190 (6 megapixels too) and voila! it was a lovely darling.. it was soo slim (less than 2cm thick) and i instantly fell in love with it the moment i saw it. it was already sold out at Dick Smith and Kmart so JB's my only hope.. they're selling it for AU$293.. hmm not bad.. i wanted to buy it for my birthday present (for tomorrow) but mom insisted that I should wait for the store to go on a sale.. weee!! hehe

and then... i saw a 34cm tv with built-in dvd player.. not so interesting? well it was pink!!! and that makes it soo interesting for me. haha. it was only AU$199 and oh boy i really loved it.. daymm, now i'm torn between this lovely darling Olympus FE-190 and this cutie pinknixx(haha) bedrooom tv with built-in dvd player... *faints* haha.

then we felt our stomachs rumbling so we got something to eat from maccas...burgers! haha.. and that ended our walkathon; full tummy tanks! haha.

anyway, i won't make this long.. i still have to do lots of things here at home.. heheh..

P.S. dear me, i need to make my mind up quick!! haha.. digicam or that pink tv/dvd combo?? cmon brainixx, you hafta work double-time!!! lmao


*i'm turning 17 tomorrow (december 17th).. wee!! happy birthday to you, pinknixx..haha..*

Song For You - Session Road

since i've got nothing in mind to blab about right now, i thought of posting the lyrics of my current background song. You're probably listening to it right now while you're reading this and the other post/s.

I totally love this song. Makes me cry whenever i hear this while i'm looking at his pics.. :) oh God, i miss him.. it's been a year since i last saw him..

here goes.. and cry (prolly tears of joy) if you can relate to it, just like moi. hehe :D


Can you feel it deep within?
When our eyes met, the fire deep inside..
Can you feel it deep within?
When our lips met, the burning deep inside..

Chorus:
I've never known a love like this, till you..
I've never known a love like this, so true..

When you're near me oh, ho...
I'm drawn to steady myself into your arms
When you touch me oh, ho
I know I'm ready to give my world to you..

(chorus)

Oh I know that I was born to love you..
Oh I know that I was born to love you..

(chorus)

No I've never, never known a love like this no no no.. no oh
No I've never known a love like this, so true...

oh, ho...

*missin' him.. :'( can't wait to be with you again..*

thursday tears of joy

woke up totally late today. for some reason, i thought i was sick.. but it was just the hot, sticky weather. ugh.

i cried today.. why? well i saw pictures of my epbv in one of his friends' friendster.. and then i saved them.. then guess what? tyra suddenly climbed towards me, then kissed the monitor (more like on paul's face), then pointed at him and said "dada!" how could a proud mother like me not shed tears of joy over that at all? what has happened today was one of the happiest moments i have ever had :) my daughter knows her dada well. :)

I texted paul straight away. he replied saying, he wished he could cry.. but he's in class so he couldn't heheh... and he said that really humbles him before the Lord. He feels so lucky that despite his shortcomings, tyra and i are giving him joy and contentment. wow... :) i'm so lucky to have them both. i constantly thank God for bringing them into my life.

i should be keeping this private. haha.. i couldn't help it, i'm very happy.. I'm very proud of my lil family; though he's still there, and we're here. :)

*and yet another boring day.. homesick! :(*

hi? hello?

g'day viewers! (if there's, at least, one of you here right now..)

i'm not really new here.. i had another account but i had to delete it for some personal reasons.. anyways, "pinknixx" sounds a bit girlish-childish, ain't it? hehe well i love pink!! lol okay, okay... just to do some updates, i made this first ever post.

this is currently under construction so yeah, please bear with me. :)

and well, lemme inform you all that my 17th birthday will be this coming December 17th.. It might be a bit sad though coz i won't be celebrating it with my closest friends and special someone (which has been my own tradition; being practiced most of my life in ph haha).. oh well, at least my family and relatives will be with me, specially my lil precious, Tyra..

so uhmm, this shouldn't be long.. good news is i'm going to update this as often as i can.. it seems to me that this is yet the best personal blogsite i have ever joined... well multiply is good, but this is soo cute coz i get to change different layouts, which is even more cute!! hehe

laterz!!


*what a boring summer and christmas holidays..plus the heat, plus the just-stuck-at-home mode, plus the craving-for-maccas rumbling tummy, plus plus plus many more.. rarrr.*