what a sad way to start a year..tsk tsk..

so many things have happened these past few weeks; so many things that i wasn't even able to post my birthday pics. :'( jeez... it was like my brain had been sunny and rainy-- both at the same time. o.0 imagine that. no wonder people around me started complaining that i was sooo moody and it's just the start of 2007. they said i might have a terrible year ahead. oh boy. i hope not. *prays*

i thought today would be different, until came tonight. haha. my best friends are having a small gathering right now and i nearly promised them i would call.. but i can't! :'( mum wouldn't even drive me to coles.. haiiii... and it's already 30 to 12 mn.. too late... oh well..


everything's fine with me now..it's just that i miss my best friends..:'( it's been more than a year since i last heard their voices.. i only get the chance to talk to them through YM; we can't even voice chat.. haii..


All i wish for is to go home to the Philippines right now..even for just a vacation..How I wish i was one of those super-happy people who can go as many times as they want to, specially with their parents supporting them..:'(


All i have to do now is save up till i can say i'm ready to go home and prove to my parents that i'm responsible enough to take care of myself while i'm there.. haii..


I just wanna see the people I missed there..:'(


*daydreams..sigh...when will the time come? :'( i'm so desperate..*